3 am

It's 3am
And I'm still here
Alive in this sanctuary of mine

Oh how I wish I could leave
To explore the world
To be free

Yet,
I'm still chained by this thoughts
Keeping me away from the happiness I think I owned

"Do you hate me?"
"Am I too annoying?"
"Will you leave me?"
"Am I a bad girl?"
"Am I too imbecile to taste the sickening-sweet taste of love?"

Oh how I wish,
To be able to sleep,
Without the pain in my mind.
And how I wish,
To hear your voice,
Before it ends in vain.

They cried when she died,
But she's happy,
Because that is the only time where the pain is gone,
Gone with her, forever

Please,
Take me away
Cos I can't stand another day