Voices

She hears voices in her head
Telling her bad things about herself
Her flaws, her weakness

She hears voices in her head
She cries under her pillows
She cant stand it

She hears voices in her head
She wanted to scream
But her voice cannot be heard by anyone

She hears voices in her head
She wanted to escape
Tho by any foolish means

She no longer hear those voices
While she lies on her bed
Her body, one without her soul

They say she is foolish
But do they know?
The screams in her heart,
Wanting to escape from this never ending nightmare

All she wanted was a voice
The voice who could make any other voices sound distant
But where is it when she need it the most?

3 am

It's 3am
And I'm still here
Alive in this sanctuary of mine

Oh how I wish I could leave
To explore the world
To be free

Yet,
I'm still chained by this thoughts
Keeping me away from the happiness I think I owned

"Do you hate me?"
"Am I too annoying?"
"Will you leave me?"
"Am I a bad girl?"
"Am I too imbecile to taste the sickening-sweet taste of love?"

Oh how I wish,
To be able to sleep,
Without the pain in my mind.
And how I wish,
To hear your voice,
Before it ends in vain.

They cried when she died,
But she's happy,
Because that is the only time where the pain is gone,
Gone with her, forever

Please,
Take me away
Cos I can't stand another day