Sometimes
I feel like I wanna send
"Hey, whatcha doin"
But then,
"Oh maybe he's busy with his studies"
"Dude come on he has his own life man."
"Oh I shouldn't bother him"
But sometimes,
When I see your status as "online"
I wonder
"Who are you talking to?"
"Can I talk to you right now?"
And suddenly,
I cried.
Because maybe,
With all my insecurities, my mood swings and my doubts and my misery and my fear and my lameness and my flaws,
You're gonna drift away.
And then I realized,
Maybe its time to live a life without you.
But then,
In the end,
No matter how many came to me,
You're the one I want the most.
Although it kills me
Every time I think of you.
